-take me backstage honey.

Just because I have secrets, it doesn’t mean there is anything at all happening in my life. Why do people think I am weak, I am dumb? Why?

Am I that weak?

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floricalchild:

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mariaelribeiro:

2013 Plaj Kombinleri ♥ on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/63560723/via/mariaelribeiro

Hearted from: http://www.bakimlikadin.net/2013/06/03/2013plaj-kombinleri/

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And here I am. Thinking about my friends, my future, my life. It’s kinda crazy if I think back. How many friends I had and now I lost most of them. Hard to realize that those people actually preferred losing you than keeping you as a friend. So many people I gave importance. For what? But you know what? I’m used to it. It doesn’t bother me anymore. I saw those memories as negative expierences but now I see them as lessons. They taught that no matter what happens, real friends stay. And including boys. Honestly I was just so naive to think that this boy could actually love me. But happy endings only exist in fairytales. I waited for him for so, so long. Like crazy. You just start daydreaming about him, how your relationship would be. How COMPLETE you would be. And that’s sad. That this love isn’t meant for you and even then you just can’t do anything but move on. I experienced and I definitely learned. I won’t let me down because of jealous and hateful people nor will I be constantly sad because the one boy doesn’t treat me right. I know my worth, for God’s sake. I know and I also really want that people do an effort to be a part in my life. That they choose me! I am what I am. And I am not ashamed of it. I like my music style. I like my sense for fashion. I like my body. I like my face. Even if I have some flaws here and there, what does it matter?! I don’t care! I don’t care if people will say something about me! People Do NOT think. That’s why. I will just enjoy my life the best I can.